There are no words to express sorrow for the loss of your livelyhood. I hope you find something better of course. Just to clarify Your job classification (Camera Operator) was eliminated? Your the guy who sits behind the Panavision Camera? Who's operating it if not you?

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"What you hear in a great jazz band is the sound of democracy. “The jazz band works best when participation is shaped by intelligent communication.”
Harmony happens whenever different parts get to form a whole by means of congruity, concord, symetry, consistency, conformity, correspondence, agreement, accord, unity, consonance…….