Hi Justin,
I can relate. I just lost my little princess "Zema" 2 weeks ago. I get depressed every night I come home.
It's amazing the effect that animals have on us. Believe me, I understand! Give her all the love you can "NOW"! Do it!
Sorry, no more, I'm at a loss for words. I feel for your pup!

Send me a PM if you want someone to talk to that understands.

Greg